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Od danas (10. 06. '06.) ovdje Vas je bilo..

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LIFE IS JUST A GAME...
BUT I DON'T WANNA PLAY THE GAME ANY MORE...
CAUSE I AM ONLY A LOOSER IN THAT GAME...
IN GAMES YOU HAVE CHOICES YOU PLAY OR YOU DON'T PLAY...
SO PEOPLE ASKED ME HOW TO STOP GAME OF LIFE...
MY ANSWER IS JUST STOP LIVING!!!



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AVRIL - You were mine
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i can't find a reason to let go
even though you've found a new love
and she's what your dreams are made of
i can't find a reason to hang on
what went wrong can be forgiven
without you it ain't worth living alone

chorus
sometimes i wake up crying at night
and sometimes i SCREAM out your name
WHAT RIGHT DOES SHE HAVE to take your heart away??!!
when for so long
you were mine!!

to go with all the pictures of our wedding day
it was a time of love and laughter
happy ever after
but even those old pictures have begun to fade
please tell me she's not real
and that you're really coming home to stay

chorus

i can't give you two good reasons
to show you loves not real
he's two and she's four
and you know they adore you
so how can i tell them you've changed your mind

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"Night After Night (Out Of The Shadows)"


Heaven sent you, to bring the answer
Heaven sent you, to cure this cancer
For a moment
Unbeatable chance
For a moment
The world in my hands

Like an angel you came
Everytime when I prayed
Guardian of my dreams
Watching me when I sleep
Like an angel you came
Everytime when I screamed

Time after time I lose again
Night after night I wake up shaking
'Cause my world is breaking
I'm fool enough to fall again
Night after night I wake up crying
'Cause I feel like dying

Still disconnected and unprotected
Still I'm haunted but unwanted
For a moment unbreakable stars
For a moment you stayed in my arms

Like an angel you came
Everytime when I prayed
Guardian of my dreams
Watching me when I sleep
Like an angel you came
Everytime when I screamed
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Time after time I lose again
Night after night I wake up shaking
'Cause my world is breaking
I'm fool enough to fall again
Night after night I wake up crying
'Cause I feel like dying

Time after time I lose again
Night after night I wake up shaking
'Cause my world is breaking
I'm fool enough to fall again
Night after night I wake up crying
'Cause I feel like dying

(Time after time I lose again)
Night after night I wake up shaking
'Cause my world is breaking
I'm fool enough to fall again (Fool enough to fall again)
Night after night I wake up crying
'Cause I feel like dying!!!!!!!!


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James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover
- kako se osjećam?..mislim da je
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Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by youI've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet
.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.


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"Dead Promises"

The break of dawn kills all the beauty
The dead of night is drifting away
Should I stay and welcome the day
Or should I follow the one and hide from the sun

The ray of light cuts like a razor
The blazing fire burns in my eye
The day reveals the dreadful betrayer
And his wicked mind.
Hide from the sun

Dead promises
Paintings of the world so pure
Ancient prophecies
Remains of the worlds of cruel
The time has come
Hide from the sun

Like a rat I run to the darkness
The ray of night embraces my mind
Afraid to look back into the heartless
World of dust and blood
I'll hide from the sun
Hide from the sun

Dead promises
Paintings of the world so pure
Ancient prophecies
Remains of the worlds of cruel
The time has come
Hide from the sun

I know me better
I won't be as bitter
In my own heaven
I'll be gone forever
Won't fall back never
I won't crack ever
Won't look back never

Dead promises
Paintings of the world so pure
Ancient prophecies
Remains of the worlds of cruel
The time has come
Hide from the sun



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I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

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Nemoj plakati djevojko,
tvoje ga suze ne bole..
nemoj ga voljeti mala.,
jer ga i druge vole..
Nemoj ga kleti mala..
tvoje ga kletve ne bole,
kleknut će on pred tebe..
.,kad druge prestanu da vole..
..ovo mi je rekla jedna jako dobra osoba.
.koja mi je pomogla u najtežim
trenutcima..
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THE RASMUS - my hope..for better tomorrow..
..za sve koji ne vjeruju ..i koji uvijek stoje u sjeni..
THE RASMUS

"In The Shadows"

No sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

In the shadows

In the shadows

They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living for tomorrows

In the shadows

In the shadows
I've been waiting




"Still Standing

I wish you here tonight with me to see the northern lights
I wish you were here tonight with me
I wish I could have you by my side tonight when the sky is burning
I wish I could have you by my side

Cause I've been down and I've been crawling
Won't back down no more

Can't you stop the lies, falling from the skies
Down on me, I'm still standing
Can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised
Conscience clear, I'm still standing here

burns like a thousand stars, though you are light years away
burns like a thousand stars or more

you're up there, you're always with me
smiling down on me

can't you stop the lies, falling from the skies
down on me, I'm still standing
can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised
conscience clear, I'm still standing here

It's something sacred, something so beautiful
something quiet to ease my mind
when the pressure's taking me over and over

cause I've been down and I've been crawling
pushed around and always falling
you're up there, you're always with me
smiling down on me

can't you stop the lies, falling from the skies
down on me, I'm still standing
can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised
conscience clear, I'm still standing here
can't you stop the lies, falling from the skies
down on me, I'm still standing here
can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised
conscience clear, I'm still standing here



"Not Like The Other Girls"

No more blame I am destined to keep you sane
Gotta rescue the flame
Gotta rescue the flame in your heart

No more blood, I will be there for you my love
I will stand by your side
The world has forsaken my girl

I should have seen it would be this way
I should have known from the start what she's up to
When you have loved and you've lost someone
You know what it feels like to lose

She's fading away
Away from this world
Drifting like a feather
She's not like the other girls
She lives in the clouds
She talks to the birds
Hopeless little one
She's not like the other girls I know

No more shame, she has felt too much pain, in her life
In her mind she's repeating the words
All the love you put out will return to you



"Used To Feel Before"

It seems that there is something,
Something I should know
But I don't want to ask you
Ask you what I'm supposed to do
You say that I don't treat you
That way I used to do before
That I am only running away
Every time when you want me to stay

I wanna love you
Like the sailor loves the sea
I really want to but please let me be
'n' I got so much things on my mind
And you know that I can't waste any time

I wanna make you feel something
That you used to feel before

I know we've got our problems
But fighting don't make any sense
'n' I don't think that I'm so bad
That you should be so, so sad




"The One I Love"

Haven't slept in a week
My bed has become my coffin
Cannot breath, cannot speak
My head's like a bomb, still waiting
Take my heart and take my soul
I don't need them anymore

The one I love
Is striking me down on my knees
The one I love
Drowning me in my dreams
The one I love
Over and over again
Dragging me under

Hypnotized by the night
Silently rising beside me
Emptiness, Nothingness
Is burning a hole inside me
Take my faith and take my pride
I don't need them anymore

This bed has become my chapel of stone
A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown
So take my life, I don't need it anymore



"Wings Of A Butterfly"

Heaven ablaze in our eyes
We're standing still in time
The blood on our hands is the wine
We offer as sacrifice

[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul

This endless mercy mile
We're crawling side by side
With hell freezing over in our eyes
Gods kneel before our crime

[Chorus]
Come on lets show, them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
For your soul

[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2]

For your soul




Christina Aguilera; I'm ok

Once upon a time there was a girl
In her early years she had to learn
How to grow up living in a war that she called home
Never knew just where to turn for shelter from the storm

Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face
Everytime my father's fist would put her in her place
Hearing all the yelling, I would cry up in my room
Hoping it would be over soon

Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother, for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake, I look back at yesterday
And I'm Ok

I often wonder why I carry all this guilt
When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've
built
Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door
Echos of a broken child screaming please no more
Daddy don't you understand the damage you have done?
To you it's just a memory but for me it still lives on

Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
I still remember how you kept me so, so afraid
Strength is my mother, for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake, I look back at yesterday

It's not so easy to forget
All the marks you left along her neck
When I was thrown against cold stairs
And everyday afraid to come home in fear of what i might
see there

Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love you gave
Every morning that i wake, i look back at yesterday
And I'm ok



kad misliš da si neshvaćena..i razočarana..

Young girl don’t cry
I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it’s alright
Your tears will dry, you’ll soon be free to fly

When you’re safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing’s harder than it seems
No one ever wants to bother to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means


Chorus:
When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within


Young girl don’t hide
You’ll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you’re gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It’s so hard to stand your ground when you’re so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Chorus

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you’re learning
You’ll find all you’ll ever need to know
(be strong)
You’ll break it
(hold on)
You’ll make it
Just don’t forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can’t do
No one can stop you, you know that I’m talking to you

Chorus

Young girl don’t cry I’ll be right here when your world starts
to fall

Slipping down a slide
I did enjoy the ride
Don't know what to decide
You lied to me
You looked me in the eye
It took me by surprise
Now are you gratified
You cried to me


Don't turn around
I'm sick and I'm tired of your face
Don't make this worse
You've already gone and got me mad
It's too bad I'm not sad
It's casting over
It's just one of those things
You'll have to get over it

When I was feeling down
You'd start to hang around
And then I found your hands all over me
And that was out of bounds
You filthy rotten hound
It's badder than it sounds, believe me.

četvrtak, 26.10.2006.

...she said to me..??

(VERSE 1)
Use just once and destroy
Invasion of our piracy
Afterbirth of a nation
Starve without your skeleton key

I love you for what I am not
I do not want what I have got
A blanket acne'ed with cigarette burns
Speak at once while taking turns

What is wrong with me(3x)

This had nothing to do with what you think
If you ever think at all
Bi-polar opposites attract
All of a sudden my water broke

I love you for what I am not
I do not want what I have got
A blanket acne'ed with cigarette burns
Second-rate third degree burns

What is what I need
What is wrong with me
What do I think I think

Hate, hate your enemies
Save, save your friends
Find, find your place
Speak, speak the truth

What is what I need
What is wrong with me
What is what I need
What do I think I think

SOLO

- 11:21 - Komentiraj (6) - Isprintaj - #

nedjelja, 10.09.2006.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cuz I know that you feel me somehow

I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am>

- 14:24 - Komentiraj (6) - Isprintaj - #

nedjelja, 27.08.2006.

...

You never minded giving us the stars
Then showing us how blind and unaware of You we are
You painted me a picture and showed me how to see
Though I won't behold it
Unless it pertains to me


… Sve je o.k.
Pomirila sam se napokon sa svim..
Nema više pijanih noći… koje me dovode do ludila..
time samo njemu pokazujem koliko sam očajna…
Ne pridajem više pažnju 'sitnicama' ..kao što je on?!
….ne..
Nema tog više…ne… Život je sjeban..
…treba se pomiriti s time.. popustiti malo..
sada se osjećam ..slobodnom.. napokon..
..on je prošlost,…samo to..
Dajem si još jednu priliku…

'..You know I can change., I can change, I can change..
..have you ever been down?!..whell I can take you down
with me in the road I ever been down…
.. MY LIFE… your life..there's life…

- 17:03 - Komentiraj (1) - Isprintaj - #

utorak, 15.08.2006.

YEAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O.k... Uskoro prestajem sa pianjem bloga..neznam..vjerovatno zato što počinje škola...a
i vjerovatno ću imati 'pametnijeg posla...'...a možda jer više nisam sjebana kao prije... pa nemam baš
ni pisati o nečemu..heh.....
Stavila sam vam listu svojih najdražih pjesama...nekada i sad.... Textovi su
'da jaja'... ove pjesme imaju veliko značenje u mom životu...


Pull
by John Wesley Harding (from the album Adam's Apple)

Sometimes I look into your eyes
I'm trying to see the light that shines back at me
Sometimes there's nothing there
Sometimes it's hard to care
Sometimes I'm scared that I don't know

What pulls you up
What pulls you down
What pulls you back to me my love
What makes you sing
What pulls your strings
From up above
What pulls you up

I wish it was just you and me
Like in our glory when we needed no one
Maybe another hand
Messed with our master plan
I guess we'll never understand

What pulls us up
What pulls us down
What pulls us back again my love
What makes us sing
What pulls our strings
From up above
What pulls us up

Are we just happy puppets baby?
Can we make up our own minds?
Are we just happy puppets maybe
Probably

And now we're just a mystery
And we will never know whodunnit will we?
First time it's just for fun
Next time repeat step one
Then you're done before you know
Before you know

What pulls you up
What pulls you down
What pulls you back again my love
What makes you sing
What pulls your strings
From up above
What pulls us up
What pulls us up
What pulls us up

Are we just happy puppets, maybe



Unforgetful You - JARS OF CLAY!!!


(I want to know why)(6)

I never minded calling You a king
If that meant that I could count on You
To give me everything
I never thought to ask You
I always thought You knew
It was never my intention to question You

You never minded calling me a child
Well, I guess that's how I acted all the while
But You live through every tantrum
You see through every lie
Though they seem to be more common
I just wanted to know why oh why

[Chorus]
(ah,ah,ah,ah)
Unforgetful You
(ah,ah,ah,ah)
Unforgetful
(ah,ah,ah,ah)
Unforgetful You
(ah,ah,ah,ah)
So unforgetful

(I want to know why) (4)

You never minded giving us the stars
Then showing us how blind and unaware of You we are
You painted me a picture and showed me how to see
Though I won't behold it
Unless it pertains to me

[Chorus]

(I want to..)
(I want to know why) (4)

[Chorus]

(I want to..)
(I want to know why) (6)

So unforgetful You





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"So Have I For You"

I am a woman with a mission and a past to outdo
I don't need a gun I've got a microphone and a melody or two
Just like the earth has spent a thousand years making up for what we do
So have I for you

Your seeds of misery have sprouted and they try to block my way
The worst gets the better of you and you try to disarm me with an embrace
Just like the heart that's spent a lifetime forgiving what is cruel
So have I for you

Well mama you can choose the rain but I choose the sun
That's all I need to free myself

I am a woman with a mission and a past to outdo
I don't need a gun I've got a microphone and a melody or two
Just like the earth has spent a thousand years making up for what we do
So have I for you

I have justified every wave in our ocean
I have covered every range of emotion
And just like the sea has spent eternity at the mercy of the moon
So have I for you

Well mama you can choose the rain but I choose the sun
That's all I need to free myself

This bird's gonna fly so high
Watch my sky come undone
Mama you can choose the rain
But I choose the sun !!!!!




Leaving Me Slowly
by Truman (From the album Payne Avenue)

We moved along 'til you stepped out for a while
I don't remember when and I can't recall how long it's been
So grab a chair and we'll catch up for a while
Tell me where you've been and show me where you're headed now
Tell me what to do -- I can't get over you
If it was up to me I'd find a way to keep you near me
I'm going out of my head
It's from the way that you said
Something about me is keeping you from me now
I fear that all hope is dead
Something about me is keeping you from me now

She moved along so I checked out for a wile
I don't remember when and I can't recall how long it's been
Heard from a friend she wasn't doing so well
She found herself alone -- now she's coming home
Tell me what to do -- I can't get over you
If it was up to me I'd find a way to keep you near me
I'm going out of my head
It's from the way that you said
Something about me is keeping you from me now
I fear that all hope is dead
Something about me is keeping you from me now

Now that I know where you've been -- I don't know you fit in
But this feeling is only leaving me slowly
Should we put it back together or leave it alone -- leave it alone again
I'm going out of my head
It's from the way that you said
Something about me is keeping you from me now
I fear that all hope is dead
Something about me is keeping you from me now



For What It's Worth
by the Cardigans (from the album Long Gone Before Daylight)

One, two, three, four...

Hey baby come round
Keep holding me down
And I'll be keeping you up tonight.

The four letter word got stuck in my head
The dirtiest word that I've ever said
It's making me feel alright.

For what it's worth I love you
And what is worse I really do
Oh what is worse I'm gonna run run run
'Till the sweetness gets to you
And what is worse I love you!

Hey please baby come back
There'll be no more loving attack
And I'll be keeping it cool tonight.

The four letter word is out of my head
Come on around get back in my bed
Keep making me feel alright.

For what it's worth I like you
And what is worse I really do
Things have been worse
And we had fun fun fun
'Till I said I love you
And what is worse I really do!

For what it's worth I love you
And what is worse I really do.
Oh

For what it's worth I love you
And what is worse I really do.
Oh

For what it's worth I love you
And what is worse I really do....




Something Else
by Gary Jules (from the album Trading Snakeoil for Wolftickets)

They never tell you truth is subjective
They only tell you not to lie
They never tell you there's strength in vulnerability
They only tell you not to cry
But I've been living underground
Sleeping on the way
And finding something else to say
Is like walking on the freeway

They never tell you you don't need to be afraid
They only tell you to deny
So is it true that only good girls go to heaven?
They only sell you what you buy
And I've been living underground
Sleeping on the way
And finding something else to say
Is like walking on the freeway

I've been living underground
Trying not to burn
And finding something else to learn
At Hollywood and Western




Mad World
by Gary Jules (from the album Trading Snakeoil for Wolftickets)
note: originally written and performed by Tears for Fears

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow
And I find I kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one new me
Hello, teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me
And I find I kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world



Chocolate
by Snow Patrol (from the album Final Straw)

This could be the very minute
I'm aware I'm alive
All these places feel like home

With a name I'd never chosen
I can make my first steps
As a child of 25

This is the straw, final straw
In the roof of my mouth as I lie to you
Just because I'm sorry doesn't mean
I didn't enjoy it at the time

You're the only thing that I love
It scares me more every day
On my knees I think clearer

Goodness I saw it coming
Or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth I'm lost for words

What have I done? it's too late for that
What have I become? truth is nothing yet
A simple mistake starts the hardest time
I promise I'll do anything you ask...this time



Cotton
by the Mountain Goats (from the album We Shall All Be Healed)
This song is for the rats
Who hurled themselves in to the ocean
When they saw that the explosives in the cargo hold
Were just about to blow

This song is for the soil
That's toxic clear down to the bedrock
Where no thing of consequence can grow
Drop your seeds there
Let them go

Let them all go
Let 'em all go

This song is for the people
Who tell their families that they're sorry
For things they can't and won't feel sorry for

And once there was a desk
And now it's in a storage locker somewhere
And this song is for the stick pins and the cottons
I left in the top drawer

Let 'em all go
Let 'em all go

I wanna sing one for the cars
That are right now headed silent down the highway
And it's dark and there is nobody driving
And something has got to give

I saw you waiting by the roadside
You didn't know that I was watching
Now you know
Let it all go

Let 'em all go
Let it all go
February 9, 2004

Helicopter Fight Song
by Helicopter Helicopter (from the album Wild Dogs with X-ray Eyes)

We've tiptoed and tripped in the half light
We've buried our pasts in a hole
We've bathed ourselves in dread and despair
We've put in our time from Boston to Buffalo

How can you say there are no answers to my questions?
We've chosen for once to let it go
How can you say that none of this is really worth it?
When we've already won

They're living like beasts in a dark wood
They're flailing their arms 'til they die
They're breathing in air and impossibles
'til there's no one left except maybe you and I

And all that we've seen, will ease your way back to me
And all that we'll do, will ease my way back to you
'cause it's all that matters
It's all that matters

How can you say there are no answers to my questions?
We've chosen for once to let it go
How can you say that none of this is really worth it?
When we've already won



Heart
by Stars (from the album Heart)

Time can take its toll on the best of us
Look at you, you're growing old so young
Traffic lights blink at you in the evening
You tilt your head and turn it to the sun
Sometimes the TV is like a lover
Singing softly as you fall asleep
You wake up in the morning and it's still there
Adding up the things you'll never be

All right, I can say what you want me to
All right, I can do all the things you do
All right, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you

Time can take its toll on the best of us
Look at you, you're growing old so young
Traffic lights blink at you in the evening
You tilt your head and turn it to the setting sun
You disembark the latest flight from paradise
You almost turn your ankle in the snow
You fall back into where you started
Make up words to songs you used to know

All right, I can say what you want me to
All right, I can do all the things you do
All right, I'll make it all up for you
I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love with you

Curt Kobain, he never had a chance you know
Incurable romantics never do
He held a flame I wasn't born to carry
I'll leave the dying young stuff up to you
You get back on the latest flight to paradise
I found out from a note taped to the door
I think I saw your airplane in the sky tonight
Through my window lying on the kitchen floor
...I want more
...give me more




DeFor the Windows in Paradise, for the Fatherless in Ypsilanti
by Sufjan Stevens (from the album Michigan)

I have called you children, I have called you son.
What is there to answer if I'm the only one?
Morning comes in Paradise, morning comes in light.
Still I must obey, still I must invite.
If there's anything to say, if there's anything to do,
If there's any other way, I'll do anything for you.

I was dressed in embarrassment. I was dressed in wine.
If you had a part of me, will you take your time?
Even if I come back, even if I die,
Is there some idea to replace my life?
Like a father to impress; Like a mother's mourning dress,
If you make a mess, I'll do anything for you.

I have called you preacher; I have called you son.
If you have a father or if you haven't one,
I'll do anything for you. I did everything for you.




If She Wants Me
by Belle and Sebastian (from the album Dear Catastrophe Waitress)

I wrote a letter on a nothing day
I asked somebody “Could you send my letter away?”
“You are too young
to put all of your hopes in just one envelope”

I said goodbye to someone that I love
It’s not just me, I tell you it’s the both of us
And it was hard
Like coming off the pills that you take to stay happy

Someone above has seen me do alright
Someone above is looking with a tender eye
Upon her face, you may think you’re alone but you may think again

If I could do just one near perfect thing I’d be happy
They’d write it on my grave, or when they scattered my ashes
On second thoughts I’d rather hang about and be there with my best friend
If she wants me

And far away somebody read the letter
He condescends to read the words I wrote about him
And if he smiles, it’s no more than a genius deserves
For all his curious nerve and his passion

I’m going deaf, you’re growing melancholy
Things fall apart, I don’t know why we bother at all
But life is good and “It’s always worth living at least for
a while”

If I could do just one near perfect thing I’d be happy
They’d write it on my grave, or when they scattered my ashes
On second thoughts I’d rather hang about and be there with my best friend
If she wants me

If you think to yourself “What should I do now?”
Then take the baton, girl, you better run with it
There is no point in standing in the past cause it’s over and done with

I took a book and went into the forest
I climbed the hill, I wanted to look down on you
But all I saw was twenty miles of wilderness so I went home



Reconstruction Site
by the Weakerthans (from the album Reconstruction Site)

I'm lost.
I'm afraid. A frayed rope tying down a leaky boat
to the roof of a car on the road in the dark, and it's snowing.
If I'm more, then it means less.
Last call for happiness.
I'm your dress near the back of your knees and your slip is showing.

I'm afloat. A float in a summer parade,
up the street in the town that you were born in.
With a girl at the top wearing tulle,
and a Miss Somewhere sash, waving like a queen.
Beauty's just another word I'm never certain how to spell.

Go tell the nurse to turn the TV back on,
and throw away my misery.
It never meant that much to me.
It never sent a get well card.

I broke like a bad joke
somebody's uncle told at a wedding reception in 1972,
where a little boy under a table with cake in his hair
stared at the grown-up feet as they danced and swayed.

And his father laughed and talked on the long ride home.
And his mother laughed and talked on the long ride home.
And he thought about how everyone dies someday,
and when tomorrow gets here where will yesterday be.
And fell asleep in his brand new winter coat.

Buy me a shiny new machine
that runs on lies and gasoline,
and all those batteries we stole from smoke alarms,
and disassembles my despair.
It never took me anywhere.
It never once bought me a drink.



Sad, Sad Song
by M. Ward (from the album Transfiguration of Vincent)

Oh I went to the Doctor, I said Doctor please,
what do you do when your true love leaves?
He said the hardest thing in the world to do,
is to find somebody believes in you.

Make a sad, make a sad, make a sad sad sad song
Make a sad, make a sad, make a sad sad song...

And so I went to the whippoorwill, I said whippoorwill please,
what do you do when your true love leaves?
He said I only have but one trick up my sleeve,
I sing it over and over 'til she comes back to me.

I make a sad, make a sad, make a sad sad sad song
I make a sad, make a sad, make a sad sad song...

And so I went to the whale, I said killer whale please,
what do you do when your true love leaves?
He said I only have but one trick up my sleeve,
I sing it over and over 'til she comes back to me.

I make a sad, make a sad, make a sad sad sad song
I make a sad, make a sad, make a sad sad song...

Oh I went to my mama, I said mama please,
what do you do when your true love leaves?
She said the hardest thing in the world to do,
is to find somebody believes in you.



I Know It's Coming Someday
by Longwave (from the album Strangest Things)

when all your strength is wearing thin
hanging on until the end
i can give you what your looking for

after the years you give in vain
reaching out to feel again
i can give you what your looking for

well i know its coming someday
in the pit of every morning
well i know it all too well
know it all too well

and now the pain is kicking in
with every crack it tears the skin
i can feel you when your dying

look back on the days you lived before
look back on the nights and ask for more
and when there's no one left
you'll see me there

well i know its coming someday
in the glow of every morning
i know you could bring me back
you could bring me back

yeah well i know its coming someday
and it just might be tomorrow
well i know it all too well
know it all too well
i know it all too well




Soul Sloshing
by Venus Hum (from the album Big Beautiful Sky)

Indulging inaccuracy I'm picking apart my friend Lizzie
Throw another word on me and watch me hurl it back
I know you! (I swear I do)
You're just like me-- You're sipping a cup of pity
Aw!

Did I forget to mention I'm the center of attention
In my universe my pain's my pension
I know you! (I swear I do)
You're just like me--You're sipping a cup of dreams
Yeah!

Soul sloshing--don't shush me
Just listen to me--pretty little kitty in the sky
The bass of my laughter--my gut is the speaker
Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha!
Sweet is my surprise!

Self involved security, yet you are such a part of me
And somehow what we do seeps into me, seeps into you
It's subtle--it's creepy knees
It's condescension versus humility
I know you! (I swear I do)
You're just like me-- You're sipping a cup of pity
Aw!

Did I forget to mention I'm the centre of attention
In my universe my pain's my pension
I know you! (I swear I do)
You're just like me--You're sipping a cup of dreams
Yeah!

Soul sloshing--don't shush me
Just listen to me--pretty little kitty in the sky
The bass of my laughter-my gut is the speaker
Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha!
Sweet is my surprise!
May 1, 2003

Monsters
by Something For Kate (from the album Echolalia)

I was hanging upside down from the overpass
Waiting to discover something about the world
I couldn't get with the program
And I couldn't listen to them
It was like trying to think in reverse
And I don't want to slide into apathy
And I don't want to die in captivity
But these monsters follow me around
Hunting me down, trying to wipe me out

Wipe me out
Wipe me out
Wipe me out

I was hiding away under water
Waiting for distance and buying some time
Trying to be two hundred thousand years younger
So I could excuse myself from humankind
'Cause I don't want to be a container
Or a bastard with a ten-page disclaimer
But these monsters spin me around
Get me down, just try and shut me out

Shut me out
Shut me out
Shut me out

Hold it in your head
Hold it in your head
Hold it in your head

Believe and make believe and make believe

(Shut me out) I was hiding away under water
(Shut me out) Waiting for distance, waiting for time
(Shut me out) And I don't want to slide into apathy
(Shut me out) And I don't want to live in captivity




Waiting
by the Devlins (From the Six Feet Under soundtrack)

waiting at the station,
waiting for the right moves,
waiting in the basement,
waiting for the right cues,
waiting in a daydream,
waiting in the slipstream
waiting...

waiting in the right bars,
waiting in the right shoes,
waiting in a fast car,
waiting in the airports,
waiting for my air miles,
waiting in slow motion,
coming through the turnstiles.

and if you ever change your mind,
you know I'm hard to find,
and if you ever need someone...
I'll still be waiting...

waiting with the orphans,
waiting for the bee stings,
they tell me that success brings,
waiting in the half light,
waiting for your whole life,
waiting for an ideal...a low deal...a no deal,
to play your stereotype.

and if you ever find the time,
you know I'm not far behind,
And if you ever need someone...
I'll still be waiting...
just waiting for a friend.
I say it's all right,
It's all right my friend...just waiting.




Clocks
by Coldplay (from the album A Rush of Blood to the Head)

The lights go out and I can't be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
Have brought me down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg and plead singing

Come out of things unsaid
Shoot an apple off my head and a
Trouble that cant be named
A tiger's waiting to be tamed singing

You are
You are

Confusion never stops
Closing walls and ticking clocks
Gonna come back and take you home
I could not stop that you now know singing

Come out upon my seas,
Cursed missed opportunities
Am I a part of the cure
Or am I part of the disease, singing

You are, you are, you are
You are, you are, you are

And nothing else compares
And nothing else compares
And nothing else compares

You are
You are

Home, home where I wanted to go
Home, home where I wanted to go
Home, home where I wanted to go
Home, home where I wanted to go





Into the Light
by Alice Peacock (from the album Alice Peacock)

i'm not asking for perfection
i only ask that you try
'cause you keep looking for answers outside yourself
when you've had them the whole time
it's time to see yourself as holy
time to see yourself complete
it's time to set aside the anger
and the spirit of defeat

come into the light
yeah, be the one you're born to be
into the light
wake up from your lonely sleep
the shadows can conceal what the heart longs to heal
come into the light

i think it's great that you're searching
seek and ye shall find
knock and the door shall be opened
to the windows of your mind
try not to be too impatient
go easy on yourself
'cause you got me in your corner
if you need a little help

come into the light
yeah, be the one you're born to be
into the light
wake up from your lonely sleep
the shadows can conceal what the heart wants to heal
come into the light
come into the light




Autumn
by Mai Dio Todd (rom the album The Golden State)

No no no, I know --
You owe me nothing.
No no no, I know --
I'm not your job.
No no no, I know --
We should just walk away.
We both know we know
It's hard.
Autumn comes to a seaside town
A little later than the rest.
The leaves hold on a little longer
Than they would have out West.
The leaves let go,
So let them go.
The leaves let go,
So let them go.
The leaves let go,
So let them go.
The leaves let go,
so let them.




Come Around
by Rhett Miller (from the album The Instigator)

I'm dressed all in blue
and I'm remembering you
and the dress you wore
when you broke my heart
I'm depressed upstairs
and I'm remembering where
and when and how and why
you had to go so far...

am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life?
am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life?
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
until you come around
so come around

I'm dressed all in white
and I remember the night
you came on to me
and opened up my heart
I was hollow then
'til you filled me up
now I'm empty again
I should have never let it start

am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life?
am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life?
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
until you come around
so come around

no one else can fix me
although sometimes my heart tricks me
into thinking someone else will do
but you're the only one
you are the only one...

am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life?
am I gonna be lonely for the rest of my life?
I'm gonna be lonely for the rest of my life
until you come around
so come around

I'm dressed all in blue
and I'm remembering you
and the dress you wore
when you broke my heart




Precious Illusions
by Alanis Morissette (from the album Under Rug Swept)
you'll rescue me right? in the exact same way they never did...
I'll be happy right? when your healing powers kick in
you'll complete me right? then my life can finally begin
I'll be worthy right? only when you realize the gem I am

but this won't work now the way it once did
and I won't keep it up even though I would love to
once I know who I'm not then I'll know who I am
but I know I won't keep on playing the victim

these precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was defenseless
and parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends

this ring will me yet as will you knight in shining armor
this pill will help me yet as will these boys gone through like water

but this won't work as well as the way it once did
cuz I want to decide between survival and bliss
and though I know who I'm not I still don't know who I am
but I know I won't keep on playing the victim

these precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was a kid
and parting with them is like parting with a childhood best friend

I've spent so long firmly looking outside me
I've spent so much time living in survival mode

but this won't work as well as the way it once did
cuz I want to decide between survival and bliss
and though I know who I'm not I still don't know who I am
but I know I won't keep on playing the victim

these precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was defenseless
and parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends

these precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was a kid
and parting with them is like parting with a childhood best friend
May 30, 2002




I Am Trying to Break Your Heart
by Wilco (from the album Yankee Hotel Foxtrot)

i am an american aquarium drinker
i assassin down the avenue
i'm hiding out in the big city blinking
what was i thinking
when i let go of you

let's forget about the tongue-tied lightning
let's undress just like cross-eyed strangers
well this is not a joke so please stop smiling
what was i thinking
when i said it didn't hurt

i wanna glide through the brown eyes dreaming
take you from the inside baby hold on tight
you were so right when you said i've been drinking
what was i thinking
when we said goodnight

i wanna hold you in the bible black pre-dawn
you're quite a quiet domino bury me now
take off your band aid 'cause i don't believe in touchdowns
what was i thinking
when we said hello

i always thought that if i held you tightly
you would always love me like you did back then
then i fell asleep and the city kept blinking
what was i thinking
when i let you back in

i am trying to break your heart
i am trying to break your heart
but still i'd be lying
if i said it wasn't easy
i am trying to break your heart

disposable dixie cup drinker
i assassin down the avenue
i've been hiding out in the big city blinking
what was i thinking when i let go of you






Gladiator Heart
by the Connells (from the album Old School Dropouts)

Stepping out, hoping from the start
Anyway, something left you breathing hard
Your gladiator heart doesn't seem to want to let you
Leave the field when all the feeling's gone on some sorry day
And the fading light has failed you anyway

And it's my day to show you
And it's my day to show you
And it's my day to show you if it all holds true

Take a ride, all these aimless miles piling up all around you
Anyway, your navigator heart only seems to want to lead you
Where the quiet of, the quiet of this dream-haunted land
Is a stranger thing than you could understand

And it's my day to show you
And it's my day to show you
And it's my day to show you if it all holds true




Moment in the Sun
by Clem Snide (from the album The Ghost of Fashion)

When it's my moment in the sun
Oh how beautiful I'll be
But in a normal sort of way
Like I am you and you are me

'Cause I have a lot of things to say
And you'd be wise to listen good
I think that hunger, war, and death
Are bringing everybody down

La La La La La
La La La La La

When it's my moment in the sun
I'll share my problems with the world
And psychosomatically I'll sing
To God and all his pretty girls

When it's my moment in the sun
I won't forget that I am blest
But every hero walks alone
Thinking of more things to confess

Singing La La La La La
La La La La La







Run Wild
by New Order (from the album Get Ready)

Open hearts
Empty spaces
Dusty roads
To distant places
But all the time
When I'm alone
I think of you
And how you've grown

Far and wide
Sweet and simple
Jehovah knows
That I've been sinful

But if Jesus comes to take your hand
I won't let go, I won't let go

I'm not cruel
And you're not evil
And we're not like
All those stupid people
Who can't decide
Which book to read
Unless the paper
Sows deceit

You're the kind of person
That I've always wanted to be with
We'll you're really cool
And you always say the right things to me
But now I'll tell you something
From my heart beats for you deep inside
But never be a burden
And my love for you will never die, never die, never die, never die, never die

But if Jesus comes to take your hand
I won't let go, I won't let go

But if Jesus comes to take your hand
I won't let go, I won't let go

Good times around the corner
Good times around the corner
Good times around the corner
I swear it's getting warmer
Good times around the corner
Good times around the corner
Good times around the corner

I'm gonna live 'til I die
I'm gonna live to get high

October 3, 2001



Follow the Light
by Travis (from the album The Invisible Band)

Nobody really knows where they're supposed to go
Hiding behind the wall
Afraid that they'll lose it all

But it's alright, just follow the light
And don't be afraid of the dark
In the moonlight, you'll dance till you fall
And always be here in my heart

But nobody wants to know 'cos nobody even cares
Everyone's on the make
And everyone's out for themselves
Me, I'm on the longest road where everything's overload
But I've got my heart and soul
So don't throw me overboard

But it's alright, just follow the light
And don't be afraid of the dark
In the moonlight, you'll dance till you fall
And always be here in my heart

September 25, 2001
At My Most Beautiful
by R.E.M. (from the album UP)
I've found a way to make you smile
I've found a way
A way to make you smile

I read bad poetry
Into your machine.
I save your messages
Just to hear your voice.
You always listen carefully
To awkward rhymes.
You always say your name,
Like I wouldn't know it's you,
At your most beautiful.

I've found a way to make you smile
I've found a way
A way to make you smile

At my most beautiful
I count your eyelashes, secretly.
With every one, whisper I love you.
I let you sleep.
I know you're closed eye watching me,
Listening.
I though I saw a smile.

I've found a way to make you smile
I've found a way
A way to make you smile




...nadam se da ste uživali...

Velika pusa svima!

- 19:40 - Komentiraj (3) - Isprintaj - #

četvrtak, 10.08.2006.

The woice within...

Bezumno je…


..mrziti sve ruže jer si se ogrebao od jedan trn..

..odustati od svojih snova,,jer se jedan nije ispunio
.
..izgubiti nadu u molitve..jer jedna nije uslišana…

…odustati od svojih napora jer je jedan bio uzaludan…

..ne vjerovati u ljubav..jer ti je netko nije uzvratio..

Odbaciti svaku mogućnost da budeš sretan.

..jer nisi uspio u prvom pokušaju..


..vjeruj u snove…jer se ostvaruju samo ako se dovoljno trudiš.

Psst…. poslušaj svoj unutarnji glas….što ti govori? Zašto odustaješ?

..nastavi dalje..možeš ti to.

…Traži sreću u svakom danu. Pomiri se sa svijetom.

Dolazi tvoje vrijeme....


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...you have to believe in dreams....


- 20:40 - Komentiraj (8) - Isprintaj - #

utorak, 04.07.2006.

..hodati u beskraju..


Sinoć..
..svi spavaju.. bilo je negdje oko pola 3 .. ležim na krevetu ..i opet..razmišljam..
..toliko se osjećaja skupilo u meni..osjećala sam da želim eksplodirati.. toliko
mi se toga pomiješalo..sve mi je bilo tako neshvatljivo.. Nisam mogla podnjeti
tu samoću.. Otvorim prozor.. sipi blaga., sanjiva kišica..…povjetarac nosi..
gledam u nebo..zvijezde..beskraj..sloboda.. Zvijezde su bile tako slobodne..a ja ..
zatočena u svojoj sobi..baš kao ptica u kavezu…u nekakvom velikom kavezu..
istina.. nemam svoju slobodu.. sa ranama koje nikada neće zacijeljeti..
Na trenutak sam poželjela da jednostavno odem..
pobjegnem od svega.. od roditelja..od problema.. da budem slobodna..
…hodati u beskraju..još uvijek stazama sna..tražeći put svojoj pravoj kući..
jer ovdje gdje sam ja bila..je tako..hladno.. valjda ni sama neznam..kako će svemu
jednom doći kraj..i da ću tek tada shvatiti da sam živjela bez ikakvog cilja..da sam
lutala do granica.. DOPUŠTAJUĆI SVAKOME DA ME POVRIJEDI…svi su me
izjedali kao nekakvi strvinari.. a za to sam samo ja kriva! Ja..jer sam im to dopustila!
..sjedim na svom prozoru..sama.. Dok moje vrijeme prolazi..drvo života gori..uzalud
traži bar jednu kap vode..preklinje za jednu jebenu kap vode..koju nigdje nemogu naći..
jednim toplim pogledom..koji će vratiti nadu..koji će mi vratiti život..
..Sad tek vidim u što mi se život pretvara..
..ne..on se neće pokajati..nikad! Jer nema osjećaja..i kad bude umirao neće tražiti oprost.,
ne..jer nije ni svjestan što mi je učinio!.. zapravo za par mjeseci će me i zaboraviti,,,nadam
se samo da će i njemu doći jednom sve na 'naplatu' !! Jer je to i zaslužio.. Od onolike
ljubavi koju osjećam prema njemu..sve se pretvara u veliku gorčinu..mržnju..
Možda on mene zaboravi..ali ja ..nikada neću zaboraviti ono što mi
je napravio!..zbog njega sam se sada pretvorila..u ovo..što sad jesam.,
živim., a iznutra sam mrtva.. Kao zatočena u nekakvoj kutiji..
Što me uništio do samog kraja.. ne..ja mu nikad to neću zaboraviti.. Nikad mu neću
oprostiti..nikad!..ali neću ga proklinjati..nisam takva.. štoviše nek mu je sa srećom!
..on je bio samo jedan dio mog života..koji je prošao.. I sad kad ga vidim mogu mu
samo u jednoj rečenici reći bok..i doviđenja!..

..svatko gleda svoje putove..istina.. Ja sam i onako jedan list u jesen koji opada sa stabla
kada prođe njegovo vrijeme..zar ne?
..ja sam samo još jedna duša koja vene..ali to je valjda prihvatljivo?
..i ja sam sama..daleko od kuće..daleko..daleko.. Tamo gdje dan i noć postaju isto..gdje
me nitko ne prepoznaje., gdje nitko ne razgovara sa mnom..gdje se nikome ne mogu
povjeriti..ali..i to je onda valjda prihvatljivo..zar ne??
.. Ne., ne govorite molim vas., da ima smisla pokušavati ponovo!..Ne..nema smisla!
..Kad sam ja sama svoju sudbinu odredila… od mene su digli ruke..
Za sudbinu ja ću zauvijek biti na rubu ceste..i kao nevino dijete moleći za oprost., kojeg nikada
neću dobiti.. I ponovno ću se vratiti u svoju sobu..svoju tamu..svoj kavez..gdje sam jedino
i zaslužila biti..jer sam tako sama izabrala..da ..to sam zaslužila. Jer grešniku nema povratka
grijeha. Znam.

- 22:06 - Komentiraj (7) - Isprintaj - #

petak, 30.06.2006.

Bol..?..mislim da mi je dosta..

Ponekad ljubav..?da..možda vrijedi bola.. Ali samo malo.. što je točno ljubav?..i zašto mora
postojati?..zar je taj osjećaj toliko potreban?! Za Vas neznam!..ali ja ..Voljela bih da ju nikad
nisam osjetila!
Ponekad se pitam ..to što sam osjetila..je li to stvarno bila ljubav.. Jer Ljubav je..kako
kažu..''kada dva srca vole''.. u mom slučaju samo je moje srce voljelo..znači..to nije
bila ljubav..?? Jedino što sam osjetila je bila ..ona druga..znate 'tamna' strana ljubavi..
..Pa se sad pitam je li ta 'ljubav' vrijedila ovolikog bola?!..odgovor znam..
On sad ima curu.. drago mi je ..On je zaljubljen..sretan je..
Voljela bih reći da sm sretna..jer je i on sretan..ali nemogu kad je sve što sam sanjala..
mjesecima..godinama.. nije moje i nikada nije ni bilo.. znam sebična sam..ali nemogu biti
sretna zbog tebe ako si sretan s drugom!
ZA SVE KOJI VIŠE NE VJERUJU..

Od ove noći odričem se ljubavi,
jer nema smisla nastaviti ovako živjeti..
..i..nadati se nečemu što se neće dogoditi!

Suze…bol i tuga..
su moji vjerni pratioci sada,
sjenke koje me slijede
od danas do sutra,
od mraka do jutra.

A zašto plakati?!
..kada život može i radošću ispunjen biti..

Zato, odričem se ove noći,
koja nikada ponovo neće doći,
svog pogleda upućenog tebi,
svojih suza koje potekoše mi niz lice..
I svojih snova se odričem sada,
..i maštanja o nama!!
Jer od ove noći, koja još malo pa će proći,
ljubav više nema smisla!
Ona nikada više neće biti ista!

Moje oči od ove noći
pokušat će ne tražiti tvoje,
moje srce ne kucati za tebe..
Večeras se jednostavno odričem tebe
kao dijela sebe.
I na kraju ove pjesme reći ću ti
ono što jedino prikladno je:

ZBOGOM ZAUVIJEK LJUBAVI
KOJA TO NIKADA NI BILA NISI
JER JE SAMO JEDNO SRCE VOLJELO!!!
SAMO JE JEDNO SRCE KUCALO!!!
A ZA LJUBAV JE POTREBNO DVOJE!!!
..DA SE JEDNAKO RAZUMIJU I VOLE.


Kažem prijateljima..''ne pitajte me ništa..bilo je pa prošlo..i ne daj Bože..da mi se to nikad
ponovi'.. Dok tako govorim stisnem zube..i trudim se ne zaplakati..tad mi je najteže..kad
se i pred prijateljima moram pretvarati..jer očito ni sama sebi ne želim priznati koliko sam slaba..
zar je tako teško zaboraviti?
..od sada.. Sve mi postaje mračno.. ono što sam prije vidjela..sada ne vidim.. nema više smisla
u ovom životu.. Nekoć je bilo nade. Pa to ipak jesam., sve me razdire kao nekakva bomba
.. Sva ova moja razmišljanja su tako pogrešna..i ja to znam..ali ih ne mogu promije-
niti.. Počinjem misliti ono što mi srce govori..
Kažu da ''ono što jesmo, proizvod smo vlastitog razmišljanja''..znači ja sam ??*??????Moje
misli su uvijek tako zbunjene..i mrzim ih.. Znači i mrzim samu sebe?!..da., u to nema sumnje!
Iz dana u dan sve više i više želim umrijeti..jer se ne mogu više gledati! Što ako mi se bliži kraj?.
A što ako najednom mi otkriju neku smrtnu bolest..to bi bilo dobro....Da napokon ovom paklu dođe kraj..?
Ovaj put mi riječ 'kraj' zvuči tako ..pozitivno! Iz dana u dan se nadam da će i biti tako.. To me još drži.


- 21:02 - Komentiraj (25) - Isprintaj - #

subota, 24.06.2006.

Razočarana.?..o yeah..

Uvijek sam znala da postoji nešto za što ima smisla živjeti.. Znala sam da
Bog postoji..nešto puno 'veće' od nas ..što nas vodi kroz život..i daje nam
snagu ..i vjeru da postoji mjesto gdje je sve ..savršeno..gdje nema boli..laži..
Kad sam bila mala.,bezbrižna djevojčica puna duha.. mislila sam da ću jednog dana
odletjeti ..daleko..daleko..dodirnuti zvijezde.. I nisam imala puno prijatelja..svi su
me smatrali čudakinjom..pa čak i moji roditelji.. No nikad nisam bila usamljena..
Imala sam snove..i vjerovala sam u njih..
Kad samo malo razmislim..gdje su ti svi snovi nestali.. Odrastam..i polako shvaćam
okrutnost ovog svijeta…i sad znam da se neki snovi nemogu ostvariti..koliko god mi
to htjeli.. Kako se to čovjeku dogodi? Da li se spotakne? Da li posrne?.,izgubi ravnotežu
i padne na pločnik, natuče srce? Padne li na kamenito tlo? I postoji li ponor, preko kojeg
moraš preći ..da bi upoznao svijet, preko njegova samoga ruba, Zauvijek?!
..hm..kako je to teško sam sebi priznati..i kad sanjaš..i budeš sretan u snovima..i probudiš
se..slomljen..i želiš se vratiti 'tamo'..ali nemožeš..
LIFE IS JUST A GAME...
BUT I DON'T WANNA PLAY THE GAME ANY MORE...
CAUSE I AM ONLY A LOOSER IN THAT GAME...
IN GAMES YOU HAVE CHOICES YOU PLAY OR YOU DON'T PLAY...
SO PEOPLE ASKED ME HOW TO STOP GAME OF LIFE...
MY ANSWER IS JUST STOP LIVING.

,..čeznem za srećom.. pokušala sam 'poraditi' na sebi, pronaći sredinu, neku ravnotežu,
onaj unutarnji mir duha. ..ne opterećivati se previše., i sve shvaćati osobno..ali kako ću
kad je sve tako negativno?! tako dugo razočarana..da više ni neznam jesam li uistinu
živa..ili je to samo iluzija.. ni mišić se nije pomakao..lišće visi neuznemireno vjetrom.
Zrak je miran. Kad se to dogodilo?..nisam ni trepnula.
Misli su mi pune..i tako glupe!..toliko sam zbunjena ..da više ni neznam što mislim..a
kamoli što osjećam..
..pokušala sam sve zaboraviti..'to uopće nije za mene'..govorila sam sama sebi., i ja to
znam, ali mi više ni jedna misao nije važna.. Ponekad i prestanem misliti na tebe..znaš?
..ponekad te mogu i zaboraviti..misli mi pobjegnu..skrene mi pogled..a onda se vrati..
..kad samo pomislim da svaku večer liježem bez tebe..ostajem opet sama..i opet..razočarana.
ali znate ..čovjek treba znati oprostiti.. Pa tako i ja opraštam svom životu što nije savršen..

- 20:32 - Komentiraj (13) - Isprintaj - #

petak, 23.06.2006.


"Night After Night (Out Of The Shadows)"

Heaven sent you, to bring the answer
Heaven sent you, to cure this cancer
For a moment
Unbeatable chance
For a moment
The world in my hands

Like an angel you came
Everytime when I prayed
Guardian of my dreams
Watching me when I sleep
Like an angel you came
Everytime when I screamed

Time after time I lose again
Night after night I wake up shaking
'Cause my world is breaking
I'm fool enough to fall again
Night after night I wake up crying
'Cause I feel like dying

Still disconnected and unprotected
Still I'm haunted but unwanted
For a moment unbreakable stars
For a moment you stayed in my arms

Like an angel you came
Everytime when I prayed
Guardian of my dreams
Watching me when I sleep
Like an angel you came
Everytime when I screamed

Time after time I lose again
Night after night I wake up shaking
'Cause my world is breaking
I'm fool enough to fall again
Night after night I wake up crying
'Cause I feel like dying

Time after time I lose again
Night after night I wake up shaking
'Cause my world is breaking
I'm fool enough to fall again
Night after night I wake up crying
'Cause I feel like dying

(Time after time I lose again)
Night after night I wake up shaking
'Cause my world is breaking
I'm fool enough to fall again (Fool enough to fall again)
Night after night I wake up crying
'Cause I feel like dying

- 16:28 - Komentiraj (2) - Isprintaj - #

subota, 10.06.2006.

THE RASMUS

"Keep Your Heart Broken"

Enfolding your love in my heart
By the dawn I'll be gone
The road keeps us apart
For some time I'll be gone

You promised to swallow your tears when I leave you
You promised to follow the leads I will give you
You said you would crawl in the dark from the laughter
You said you would long after me ever after

My love will grow black if your heart gets stolen
Just promise to keep your heart
One day I'll come back if the door's still open
Just promise to keep your heart broken

Days go by like the wind
And this life is too short
It makes no sense to give in
To release you from my thoughts
I promised to write you, I'll always remember
I promised to try to be back 'til December
I said I must go, I must face this disaster
I said I would come after you ever after

My love will grow black if your heart gets stolen
Just promise to keep your heart
One day I'll come back if the door's still open
Just promise to keep your heart broken

If you just promise to keep your heart
Promise to keep your heart broken
If you just promise to keep your heart broken
Broken

My love will grow black if your heart gets stolen
Just promise to keep your heart
One day I'll come back if the door's still open
Just promise to keep your heart broken
Forever and after my love
Just promise to keep your heart broken

- 10:22 - Komentiraj (4) - Isprintaj - #

četvrtak, 25.05.2006.

this is something we all sometimes want..whrite.?

- 21:37 - Komentiraj (5) - Isprintaj - #

nedjelja, 21.05.2006.

AVRIL LAVIGNE - ''How does it feel.?''

"How Does It Feel"

I'm not afraid of anything
I just need to know that i can breathe
I don't need much of anything
But suddenly, suddenly

I am small and the world is big
All around me is fast moving
Surrounded by so many things
But suddenly, suddenly

[Chorus]
How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel, to be different from me?
Are we the same?
How does it feel?

I'm young, and I am free
But I get tired, and I get weak
I get lost, and I can't sleep
But suddenly, suddenly

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Would you comfort me
Would you cry with me;

Ahh, ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
Ahh, ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah
ahh, ahh-ah

I am small and the world is big
But I'm not afraid of anything;

[Chorus x2]

[Ending (background)]
How does it feel [x2]
Different from me, different...
(ahh, ahh, ahh-ah;
ahh-ah,
ahh-ah,
ahh, ahh, ahh-ah;
ahh-ah,
ahh-ah)

- 13:06 - Komentiraj (0) - Isprintaj - #

Avril Lavigne – Don't tell me!nononononononononononononononononononononono

You held my hand and walked me home, I know
Why you gave me that kiss
It was something like this and made me go ooh ooh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears
Why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust

Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away, yeah..nonono

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin' I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way, yeah

Don't think that you're charm
And the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants, I'll have to kick your ass
And make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop
Thought I liked you a lot
But I'm really upset (really upset)
Get out of my head, get off of my bed
Yeah, that's what I said

Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who throws it all away

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin' I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way, yeah

This guilt trip that you put me on
Won't mess me up, I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin' I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way, yeah

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway

- 12:52 - Komentiraj (0) - Isprintaj - #

subota, 20.05.2006.

ZA SVE KOJI VIŠE NE VJERUJU..

Od ove noći odričem se ljubavi,
jer nema smisla nastaviti ovako živjeti..
..i..nadati se nečemu što se neće dogoditi!

Suze…bol i tuga..
su moji vjerni pratioci sada,
sjenke koje me slijede
od danas do sutra,
od mraka do jutra.

A zašto plakati?!
..kada život može i radošću ispunjen biti..

Zato, odričem se ove noći,
koja nikada ponovo neće doći,
svog pogleda upućenog tebi,
svojih suza koje potekoše mi niz lice..
I svojih snova se odričem sada,
..i maštanja o nama!!
Jer od ove noći, koja još malo pa će proći,
ljubav više nema smisla!
Ona nikada više neće biti ista!

Moje oči od ove noći
pokušat će ne tražiti tvoje,
moje srce ne kucati za tebe..
Večeras se jednostavno odričem tebe
kao dijela sebe.
I na kraju ove pjesme reći ću ti
ono što jedino prikladno je:

ZBOGOM ZAUVIJEK LJUBAVI
KOJA TO NIKADA NI BILA NISI
JER JE SAMO JEDNO SRCE VOLJELO!!!
SAMO JE JEDNO SRCE KUCALO!!!
A ZA LJUBAV JE POTREBNO DVOJE!!!
..DA SE JEDNAKO RAZUMIJU I VOLE…

- 12:38 - Komentiraj (0) - Isprintaj - #

utorak, 09.05.2006.

Kad smo pile..rekli su..pijanice..
Kad smo lutale..rekli su..lutalice..
Kad smo ljubile..rekli su kurve..
A kad umremo..reći će..
ONE SU ŽIVJETI ZNALE!!!

- 23:32 - Komentiraj (1) - Isprintaj - #

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